He served the heavens for her,
knelt in hell to see her.
he had this rage in his eyes
he was at his limits
She couldn't care less
without the means of love
she didn't knew how careful he was with her.
how he juggled wine glasses like bowling pins
His back ache with the kind anger of a splinter in his spine
A Fish bone to the throat,
A Horse kick to the chest,
but nothing hurt as much as neglection
He smiled and walked through the pain -
like an arrow to the chest
it was the best body piercing and tattoo
a necklace he didn't had to wear
He woke at the sleepiest night just to talk to her
but none of it she felt.
he carried weights with his shoulders
but how strong was he to carry the world for her?
Guilt is always bigger than pride that's why you cannot swallow it
he learned that love was a two street
he just assumed she was counter flowing
hi-jacking an empty vehicle and slamming it to a post
after all this,
after he realized all the wrong
He still couldn't blame her
He wouldn't.
Not with the aches of love
Not with the gentle punch on his neck
Pneumonia to the lungs
her kiss that were worse than nicotine on drugs
Her coldness set him on fire
he thanked her
more than anything else
thank the universe for being lit
She stabbed, shot, neglected, ignored, tortured
decapitated,and broke him
He'd still thank her
for the love she once made him felt