Launchorasince 2014
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He served the heavens for her,
knelt in hell to see her. 
he had this rage in his eyes  
he was at his limits 

She couldn't care less 
without the means of love 
she didn't knew how careful he was with her.
how he juggled wine glasses like bowling pins 

His back ache with the kind anger of a splinter in his spine 
A Fish bone to the throat, 
A Horse kick to the chest, 
but nothing hurt as much as neglection 

He smiled and walked through the pain -
like an arrow to the chest
it was the best body piercing and tattoo
a necklace he didn't had to wear 

He woke at the sleepiest night just to talk to her 
but none of it she felt. 
he carried weights with his shoulders 
but how strong was he to carry the world for her? 

Guilt is always bigger than pride that's why you cannot swallow it 
he learned that love was a two street 
he just assumed she was counter flowing 
hi-jacking an empty vehicle and slamming it to a post

after all this, 
after he realized all the wrong 
He still couldn't blame her 
He wouldn't. 

Not with the aches of love 
Not with the gentle punch on his neck 
Pneumonia to the lungs 
her kiss that were worse than nicotine on drugs

Her coldness set him on fire 
he thanked her 
more than anything else 
thank the universe for being lit 

She stabbed, shot, neglected, ignored, tortured 
decapitated,and broke him
He'd still thank her
for the love she once made him felt