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"AN URGE"


She sat on the bed & drank a glass of water as she was drained from the hard work; she had done the whole day. She was thinking about the day & abruptly, tears started falling from her eyes. Today, she witnessed something unprecedented & unbelievable which she urged her whole life but no hopes of being it possible. What was that??

Actually, whatever happened today, she was comparing it with another incident & only one thing was common between both the incidents, which was, her tears! Those pearls of her were fallen from her eyes both the times, but with different essence. Today’s was signifying happiness but earlier was showing the same grief she felt in her work her whole life.


EARLIER INCIDENT

It happened centuries ago when she came here for her work. She was standing in front of him & told him to come with her peacefully but he was not ready for this. He was arguing with her, he was abusing her, he was saying false words to her but she didn’t mind as she was habitual of such reaction so was adamant on her words. She just said if u would leave the place peacefully, I would also take you with the same peace but if you wouldn’t, I have to become rude. He was explaining that he can’t go with her, a lot of works were undone & only he can conclude all of them. If she would give her few years, he would do everything his family wanted & then happily he would come with her. But it’s her job, she can’t trust him. After her denial, he started crying, he started saying that he abhors her a lot, she is cruel, and no one could be as much stone hearted as she is. After listening to this, she also started crying & said some touchy words. She said everyone loves my sister but abhors me, but only my mother knows it’s my job & only she adores both of us with same piece of cake. We both are doing for what we exist. But no one understand this, you humans love my sister as she gave you the LIFE! & you humans abhor me because I take your LIFE! But ask yourself, do you ever feel happy for real? You always played selfish, you were always be complaining about the life, you were cursing your life because of the hurdles you had to face but you still love my sister, so called LIFE! But I can’t see you being sad & complaining about those hurdles & I am here to emancipate you from all the issues of your life & today you are cursing me. It’s not your fault, actually you are humans & you could never be happy. You always lived your life for your family, but today even they can’t save you. When they both try to listen what his family was saying about his condition, they heard this, “We can’t stop her taking him with herself. The one who comes in this world, one day they have to go, it’s the circle of life.” They are still talking about life & she was smiling with teary eyes. He was amazed that she was true, no one could stop her doing for what she came because they knew it meant to happen! He joined his hands together & prayed one more time. She said, okay I will leave you for sure but I can’t stop myself doing my work, so choose a member from your family & allow me to take him with me. Without wasting a sec, he said, “Let’s go!” She burst into laughter & tears simultaneously, with a verdict in her mind, “Would it ever be possible that a person be ready to enjoy her company & love her also as they do with her sister!”


TODAY’S INCIDENT

Today, she was again on the same trail but in front of a person who was waiting for her honestly & peacefully. This time, she was amazed & she asked him, “Why are you so elated watching me in front of you & aren’t you afraid that you have to leave your family, your world, your LIFE!”

His answer made her cry again but this time, she was crying with a proud & happiness in her heart. He said, “I have done whatever I wanted to. I want to see a child’s laugh, I want to feel his cry, I want to see the beauty of nature, I want to live with my family, I want to earn for my family, I want to travel, I want to spent time with my family, I want my happiness, I want my family’s happiness, I want to see ocean, I want to climb mountains, I want to write what I feel, I want to laugh, I want to cry without shame, I want to dance, I want to sing, I want to live & love my LIFE & I suppose I have done all this. If I still forced myself to live, it would be greediness, I would definitely prove traitor as I would suppose to run away from my last wish. That’s why I am happy to see you in front of my eyes as now I can fulfill my last wish on the list which is, ‘I want to love DEATH’ as I do with your sister, my LIFE!”

As the person met his last love, DEATH by going away from LIFE, he gave LIFE TO DEATH. This incident fulfilled two desires, one of DEATH’S & one about LOVING DEATH!!

                                          "TIARA"