Stupid girl

college life...one of the most awaited time of our life.New college..new life was waiting there for me.Like others i made some fine friends.but he was never in my plan.A wierdo ..who lives in his own world..stupid kind.We first argued in library over some book.then i noticed him in class arguing over some question with my favourite teacher..actually my crush ..i wanted to know him.he was the only one having such a atitude as mine..freak n insane like as me..i asked him to save a seat beside him.and from that day i love to be around him.bt as said nothing remains forever..

over a silly issue we fought.n our awesome friend tried to create as much misunderstanding as they could...i was broken..inside deep down...i thought he would come to me..save a seat for me...eat an icecream together..bt it didn't happened for 6 months..until i ask him for a favour with my study

he came...and i was just looking at him..not for the first time..bt after a long time..his innocent eyes made me fall for him..i found something inside me is trying to push away from him..but something is pulling toward him...i finally felt love..

ohh..that so wonderful...first love....

we both felted same way..i thought

LOve was totally in the air..

that first love..first hug..first kiss...all of the sudden he was my world...n i was his...hope so

bt what i got in return of my love ...for him i am what i don't know...he never confess..he never express

and as a stupid..i still fall for his eyes...and i know i will...

and he will never notice how its killing me...

bt if they call it love..then let it kill me..

 I will never stop loving...i will never stop caring..because thats what i am...

stupid girl...