Jealousy

She walks elegantly
She smiles brightly spreading her charms
She talks with her sweet voice
She behaves like an angel
Yes, she is perfect in every way.
And you are mesmerized by her !

It's just that I feel sorry for myself,
Sorry for developing these feelings for you
Sorry for looking at you as more than my desk mate
Sorry for loving you more and more
Sorry for not confessing my love to you

May be if I could change the past,
May be at least once,
I wish I could get recognized by you !
I wish I could get your attention !
I wish !!!

But it's okay, because I know it won't happen.

These feelings have grown on me
Because,
I am just JEALOUS !

Jealous of her,
Jealous that she has got your attention !
Jealous that she has got your love !
Jealous that I lost you !

But I don't hate her !
Because I think you were never mine to be lost !