I have been trying to write something since the past few days,
Every now and then I am confronted by this blinding haze.
Great resolutions, I do make,
I wish to follow one of them for no one's but myself's sake.
My instincts seem to be dead,
I like to predetermine because I have lost my head.
My will is weak and I go astray,
I have been shown the wrong way.
The times are day by day becoming much more desperate,
Planting in me the seeds of hate.
Time moves on and so do all,
But I stay put supported by the same old wall.
Ignorant I am and the only one to blame,
The excuses I make are nothing but lame.
Continuous bliss is what I crave for,
But mostly I find myself in the middle of a war.
I could have moved away,
And maybe that would have been called, Living the right way.
But I stayed on board,
The more I struggled the less I soared.
I have no choice but to face the testing situation,
The struggle adds to life's fun.
Everyday I commit a mistake,
Which is followed by a new promise that I make.
I need a strong enough motive,
The motive will be 'Live and Let Live!'.