A bird that never stays

Pull me out, pull me out of this mess. Stretch your hands, love, and grab me tight. Don't let me go. For, I might run away or even fly. I don't want to but I have to try. For, the emotions attached with you aren't wrong but aren't right for right now.

I am confused, love. Get me out of this jungle. For, I am lost in the way of searching yours. When I found yours I couldn't live. I couldn't survive. It was choking. So I decided to bring myself together and walk along mine.  

It's not that your the wrong choice. The time is not yet here. I am sorry but I'll not wait for that time and hope you would not too. For, here we are not to stay, not to be stuck. We are here to grab hold of the present to make a future.

I'll too not stop nor will I wait. Making my best is what I'll do. Still, hold me closer to your breathe, for, I will fly. I will fly from everything someday, even when your with me. Because, my love, this is me.

I am a beautiful mess that feels dissatisfied  and confused. You don't need me is what I would feel. I don't want to hurt and your happiness is all I want. It might not be true but this is who I am. 

I am a bird that would either lock itself in the cage to protect you or would fly far off to stay away from you at the same time feeling close to its nest.

Yet, if you are here, don't let me go. For, I am scared that I'll stay, I am scared that I'll hurt. Stay here, right by my side, for, I don't want to let you go. I am sorry I am scared I'll fly.

You, my love, deserve much more beautiful things. Sparing me shouldn't be your only choice. This might be confusing, for, this is my state within. Full of chaos and confusion. For, I am a bird that would lock itself in the cage or would fly.