I am a wanderer in this unknown wasteland
I have only begun to understand how I feel about you
It's like finding an oasis in the middle of a desert
You complete me is nothing but an understatement on how I feel about you
Because you are the sunrise after the storm, the dawn after the night, the glimmer of hope in the dying light
I keep telling myself it's nothing more than a mere crush
But if that's true then how come I feel stupid around you?
As if everything loses its meaning and I can only make sense of you, only you
I've walked through this life taking everything for granted
But when I saw you, I had a moment of clarity
I couldn't stop thinking about the way you smile
The way your eyes shone only served to make me fall deeper into uncharted territory
I cannot fathom all of it, I feel speechless and helpless around you
And to think that I could only admire you from a distance
Not a day goes by that I don't find myself wishing we would meet in passing
On and on it goes, me finding you, and you without a clue
So I just kept on walking past you cause I can't bring myself to confess
I'd lie awake at night wondering, a boy lost in a fantasy, if it is too much to hope?
Before all of this, there was nothing but the consuming void in my chest
Sometimes I find myself in empty streets and dark hallways with the thought of the end
And so I find it irrational that the mere thought of you brings me warmth
A bottle of liquid courage for my trembling hands and shaking knees
And after the hangover, all my friends saying "Rest In Peace"
Because last night was a blur and I paid no attention
But today my mind is clear but I still want you to hear my drunk confession