A Letter To My Future Self

Hi there! My words of wisdom are probably gonna be of no use to you since first of all I'm 15 and secondly you are a stubborn person and a helplessly adamant fighter. And chanced are if you are reading this through a waterfall of tears clouding up your eyes you're not gonna believe a single word but here it goes...

I have no idea where you ended up but yeah kudos to you if you managed to survive the wrecked hurricane I live in and call my life. It would be pretty perfect if you managed to survive without dying due to assassinations planned by people who were hella pissed at you for laughing uncontrollably at serious moments.

I'm proud of whatever you have managed to accomplish and I am holding on to the thought of you still  being  the insanely sane person who's confident with a touch of anxiety. Who am I even kidding? You have surely not grown up and that is the best thing! Do you still dance around in jams like me?

If I was to take  a wild guess at your life and the person who you've become? My answer would probably be a crazy ass person with a destroyed social life, awkward and clumsy personality, lack of any type of makeup or  hair braiding skills and an addiction to ice cream, novels, pets and obviously momos.

In all of seriousness though, I'm dead sure you'll still be a wrecked soul so here are a few tips to survive.
1.learn to control your anger ( nobody cares)
2 . stop crying over people who became ghosts ( they all were bitches)
3 . stop aiming to be a perfectionalist ( don't overwork yourself to meet your own expectations, it's good to be a messed up failure sometimes)
4 . you should probably stop crying after seeing a cute dog or cat

Knowing myself the way I kinda do? You're a screwed up ass but that's cool! I'm guessing you have toured the world with your best friends and have scuba and sky dived, also I hope you got new piercings!
The main thing is life's gonna remain shitty and difficult always, do not let the world dull your sparkle!  Be the rebel you always have been. Your nightmares are still gonna be there like your shadow and your heart is still gonna get broken but you have to be a master at letting go and may the bridges you burn light the way for you

-with love and sarcasm to my future self