A song of a shattered Heart

Sometimes I ask You,

Why is it hard to live?

Why is it painful to survive?

Why sadness is crucifying me?

Oh God, why can't I be happy...

Every time I dream of being loved,

Every time I look for hand and shoulder to lean on,

Every time I wish to be happy...

Why do this life rather shattered me,

All I ever wanted was to be happy.

Does being alive means suffering?

Does this mean we are subjected in pain?

Why does these trials are so heavy to carry?

I want to quit already...

I want to rest away from this awful world..

I smile and laugh in front of people,

Yet I want to fall down and cry deep inside,

Deep in my heart is pain,

And my heart was shattered,

God please.... I need your strength...

God I badly needing you this time..