A Sudden Twist of Fate

A man who wants to die met a woman who wants to live and they fell in love.

There are circumstances in this life where the same scenario happens, but of those two people, why does it always have to be the hardest for the person who wants to live? I’m just wondering. I never thought of dying, but it’s not the very concept of death that I am afraid of, it’s just the process of dying that I fear but I know that it’s a fear that I will have to face someday in my life. But there’s this man that I met, it seems to me that he sees no purpose for his life but somehow, I came to love that person, we were different yet somehow our hearts beat at once and we became so happy but now my world is falling apart and I am suddenly wondering if our different worlds that were never meant to cross happened to be the reason. Right now, he’s a man who’s living the life he didn’t want to live before and I’m dying every single day as I live. He seems fine and I can say that I am completely not fine at all.
This is the text I never sent, the letter I never wrote, just the thoughts that have crossed my mind every day since we last spoke.