There's an unknown heaviness in my heart,
After I took out the skeletons from my past,
Or maybe not, it's because you're leaving,
Or maybe the lonesome hole in me is actually a part.
Whether good or evil it doesn't matters to me much,
It's the raw emotions exploding out like the ocean's touch,
Rough, the life's gotten harder on me and says I'm the best out of the bunch,
So it wants to crunch, the shit out of me by giving me the nightmares that suck.
Never thought much about the path I chose when I was a child,
But as I grew old I recognize that the path wasn't right,
It was the child who wanted to feel the eccentricity of the dark behind the bright,
It wasn't right, so I had to reconcile with my past, devouring myself, evolve to be little mild.
It wasn't the earthquake that break you down,
It was me raging up, to hang you upside down,
I've to quit, it's more important to leave shits now,
I never imagined that I'll calm myself so down.
It was me who was broken,
It was never you,
It was me who faced the humility,
Given by you,
It was me who tasted the defeat,
In my love for you,
It is me who rose up alone,
But the reason wasn't you.
The cruelty you showed me while kicking me down,
You showed no mercy in kicking me when I was already down,
But the universe had some other plans for me,
The kicks you kicked me actually made you drown.
Look at me now,
I bet you're probably sick of you now,
Don't run away kiddo,
I'm gonna make you face the truth with a bow.
You thought I'll never get up,
When you kicked me you only pushed me back up,
You made me feel the pain I needed to face the world,
After you left I got quite a few people who actually backed me up.
I took a leap from the top of the crown,
It was too deep down,
Nothing was visible, but right now,
It was the your deeds whom the universe had frown.
I'm at a bottom without even a scratch,
All thanks to those acted as a cushion and made the catch,
Now thinking we weren't meant to be together, it was a mismatch,
But sorry, not so much as I won't gonna take your catch.
So today will be the last night of a person who made my catch,
I wanna wish that person with all my heart and bless him with all my luck,
I pray you'll also soon hatch,
And show the world the beauty which they lack.
I love that person from the bottom of my heart,
For all that person did, was way too much than I can actually pay back,
The things weren't easy but that person didn't took even a step back,
Always should me the courtesy in life's harshest slap.
You're a person of your words,
You're a true friend of my world,
You're the soul of the Earth,
You're like sunshine giving me rebirth.
The words aren't enough,
The ensuing is full of love,
Just watch out for the lust,
And always have on yourself the faith and the trust.
It just happened so suddenly, I didn't get to notice, if it wasn't you I wouldn't be writing this long, it's the emotions in my mind, wanna hold your hand just once again, but it's fine you need to go, I need to move on, I trust you, for all the things that you did for me, I owe you more than what I can ever repay you, my resurrection is your doing, how'll I ever be able to repay you. I'm more like me that I ever was back then. Thanks a ton. Really, you mean a lot to me, in fact more than myself, you mean to me. But I'm not gonna do the same mistake again. My first priority will always be me. Because it's for you, that I'm me, as you taught me to be me, without ever using me. Maybe it's the destiny. Adios amigo. Loads of love to you and your family have a very happy life ahead. May your life fills with prosperity, love and care and you achieve everything you've ever dreamt of. May God bless you with all the luck in the world. Gonna miss you friend. Gonna miss you. And yeah my offer for you is always on. Whenever you feel like. Just be you. Just be yourself forever and everything will work out...