An Open Letter to the Broken girl I'm about to fall in love with

I don't believe in the idea that everything that's broken could be fixed. I believe that there are some things in existence that are broken and could never be fixed, because there are some things that choose not to be fixed, there are somethings that are meant to be broken forever, because they are meant to leave a mark, and I'm okay with that.

I'm not here to fix you, I'm not here to tell you to be happy or to make you happy. I'm here to be someone in your life that would understand all parts and facets of your life, everything that makes you. I'm here to be someone that would make you realize that the world is bigger than all of the pains, sadness, and happiness combined. Because it is. 

I'm not going to fix you, because fixing you means that I would have to tell you to do things that you might not like. There's not much happiness in this world anyways, most of the happiness that exist is temporary and I don't want you to have those things,other people could give that to you. What I want you to have is something that you would keep in your memories forever, something that would deliver a smile in your face filled with invisible scars that only I could see. I'm not going to last forever in your life, I know that and I also know that you don't want me to stay even if you want me too. 

I will hurt you, I will make you feel less than what you are. I say these things because I'm not a knight in shining armor, I'm a liar, a thief, and most of all, I'm just like every other guy you've met. 

I'm not perfect and I will never be.   I have scars similar to those that you hide from the world and I never show these scars to those that don't deem worthy. But I will show them to you, because you understand than most people, you understand because your soul demands you to understand, it forces you to understand. And I know that your soul, similar to your body, is broken, battered, and weakened by all of the experiences that you've been through. I'm not going to make you feel better, because we both know that there is no way to feel better from all the sins we have both done. What I would do instead, is make you realize that there is solace in the sins that we don't confess to other people, that there is sanctuary that could be created from broken pieces, that there is a place that we both belong. 

In this world filled by people with empty faces and emptier minds, we find ourselves and complete the broken and lost pieces we both yearn for. In this world filled by people in distress we see each other and find sanctuary. In this world. In this lifetime. In this one temporary moment in forever, we lie to each other that we will be the ones that we have been searching for, because in our desperation we have found happiness in the lie we have created, and sometimes that is enough to keep on breathing. 

The empty man who resides between the lines, 

K.