Never did i expect meeting you was this important to me.
You were just a normal colleague i knew, never wanna get close to you in the first place.
You were different and so am i, at first i couldn't imagine myself talking to you.
You were far as i am too....
Ours ways were to different from each other, your were the positive as so i am the negative.
I don't know what happen that in an instant we were to close together.
All the laughter and sad memories we shared, all the teasing you do to me i keep them all.
I tried to ignore you, thinking one day you'll stop eventually but you didn't.
You stay the same way you were, that it made me guilty and scared.
Guilty, cause i couldn't repay your kindness and concern to me, you were there when i needed someone to talk, you respected my ideas and corrected me slowly not to make me offended, you always make me laugh and forget my worries.
Scared, because i might hurt you, hindered you from reaching your dreams, that i may not be enough to support you in times of you worries and troubles.
I'm scared that i might lose you on the process.
Though you never told me directly, i felt your action. It speaks louder than the words you say.
I'm not saying you to stop but i wanted to at least prove myself something so that i wouldn't feel guilty.
I hope you see and understand the words behind my walls....for there is your name written.