Blooming

Smiles
Fake smiles
Thud thud
The heart goes thud thud
Eyes
Wide open eyes
Staring up
Straight up
Stuck up mind
Stuck on him
Want to let go
But pain aah
No love
No it's not
No more left
But grief
But pain
And hurt
Forget him
I've already did
But then why are you here
Back again
This is my outlet
Have been crying dry tears
Since that night
Have come here
To surrender

Someone's loving
Loving me hard
Like how i wanted to be
I think i do too
But there is something
Something
Holding me back
What is it
I see
Cut the chord
Break the bond
You will bloom again
You will love again
You will dream again
You will gleam again

He's tall and handsome
A gentleman
A man

Came in like sunshine
Through the broken pane
Of my heart
And
Took me out
Out of here
Out of dark
Showed me love
Real love
Real care
Real emotions
Real efforts
And oh
I love him now

He smiles for i look at him
He glows for i smile at him
His eyes speak to me
And it scares me
He shouldn't love me
This much
Not as much as i used to love
Used to love someone else
But i didn't receive it back
And so i never felt this before
The breaths he's giving me
The smiles he's giving me
The scents he's giving me
The love he's giving me
It's my first time
This is my first time
This love is first time
These rains are first time
These winds are first time
These sunrays are first time

I ask "why you love me?"
He says "i just do"
I ask "what's in me"
He says "everything i seek"
He says it's his first time
That his love is holding his hand
He says it's his first time
That his love kissed him on the cheek
It's my first time
That a man i love
Told me these things
This is my first time
That a man i love
Loves me whole lot
This is my first time
That a man i love
Seeks nothing from me
This is my first time
That a man i love
Takes permission from my mom to talk to me
This is my first time
That a man i love
Puts the world aside for me
This is my first time
That a man i love
Is even willing to fight for me
This is my first time
That a man i love
Simply
Loves me

And so this one goes to him
To the one i will love endlessly
To the one i will love faithfully
To the one i will love devotedly
For he deserves this

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It is painful
It will be
It is like this
But
When someone truly loves you
It becomes less painful
It becomes sweet
It becomes worth it
And so
Here i go
Down the lovers' lane
Again
Cause atleast this time
I wont be left midway unloved
Cause atleast this time
I feel loved
Cause atleast this time
My man , A real man, He loves me.

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