Break the Silence

Behind her calm look hides the chaos inside. Nobody other than her can hear the deafening sounds in her head. There are wails and cries, pleading for someone to save her. Theres an unending voice thats urging her to stop and to give up. The tears she sheds are unseen for she constantly wear a mask. A pretender, disguised with a fake smile. In the depth of her eyes shows her pain.  She walks in her feet but she really doesnt have anywhere to go. No direction. There's heaviness thats dragging her. She stumbled and bruised. Why is everything look so gray? No, she can see the color red too. Sometimes, its in her hands. In her arms and wrist. She wants to break her silence. She wants the world to hear her. But the world is full of people who doesnt know how to listen. She doesn't want to be invisible And breaks her own wall. But the hesitation is holding her back.  She needs help but she doesn't want to admit it. She doesn't want others to be infected by her "disease" so she prefers her own company. Though at times, she wants a warm hand to hold. A hug to make her feel safe. A shoulder To cry on. Someone who Will see beyond what cant be seen. Someone who won't judge her. Someone who will Paint her world with colors and remove the mask that covers her. Someone who will take her somewhere far from where she is. Someone who will save her.

All she wants is to be alive.