Pardon me, but I didn't read the full prompt. Just the very question triggered me. And the if I were to be honest in answering it, No. I would never ever admit to anyone (in person) that I cry every freaking night without even a freaking reason. But, it's a lot different when I write. Writing somehow compels me to be honest, not only in what I write but also in being honest with myself.
Getting back to crying. I don't understand what particular aspect of life make me "cry a river' until my pillow is soaked (and yeah, I lie that I might've drooled over it. Funny right? No. It's embarrassing for a 16 year old). But I somehow manage to convince myself that it's just some teenager hormones playing over me(I've been doing that since maybe 3 years now, and honestly, that doesn't work. No, not at all)
With all of the reasons that I have to cry, I think crying is the weakest ways of all for facing your troubles, it's like you surrender in front of them. And I know I'm being a hypocrite right now, but I feel crying is for the cowards and as a matter of honesty I'm a coward but only when I'm alone, for the world I'll always be the one they never see crying.