Shattered dreams,
Heart was already broken,
Got decomposed,
Pain,
Grief,
Can't understand the reason,
I can't find myself alive,
I'm not alive anymore,
I'm breathing but dead,
As dead as one can be,
I cry and cry,
For what? I don't know,
I die and die,
For others, who don't even show,
I lost myself,
I don't remember who I am,
I don't get it what had happened to me ,
I don't recognize myself,
I don't see myself,
It's too dark in here,
Watch your every step,
The road is bad,
I'm falling many times,
Getting hurt,
Crying aloud,
I'm taking my time,
For the things I craved for,
Doesn't seems interesting anymore,
I doesn't care about who I am anymore.
I fell into a pit,
I'm still falling,
Sometimes I hit my head,
Sometimes I get grazed,
Burns are all over my body,
Still feel burning arrows hitting me,
Agony and pain,
Became two of my main characteristics,
Death becomes only desire,
Yet again I'm back into the darkness,
Falling into the pit of eternal fall,
Getting hurt,
Occasionally by the walls and the rocks,
No more blood to loss,
No more bones to break,
This endless misery will never fail,
I can not see how long will it go,
I'm neither at the rock bottom,
Nor at the angelic skies,
I don't have wings,
I can not fly,
It's better to die,
Than to keep falling,
I don't know when will it be the rock bottom,
All I can do is wait patiently,
Wait patiently for the final hours of my life.
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