-part1-
It's been a long time since we haven't talked ,I wasn't busy I was totally free but I didn't feel like talking to you,I'm not convinced on writing this to you,because you don't even exist and you will never be here to read this,maybe I'm writing for myself or for those who begot in me this idea : ''to never have you''.Maybe I'm just a balmy,lonely teenager who tries to make drama in her life by writing an indirect diary and perform a role of an old desperate lady,because that's how she finds joy in her blank,empty life...I promise;once I'll get a life,a real one,I'll forsake you.Don't worry you only exist here in those few papers,you don't have feelings to be hurt or emotions to make me feel guilty,you are nothing to me and I am nothing to you...