Hello! Well, to start with, this ain't any creepy girl, who's note you read. There's this secret admirer of yours who loves to catch a glance of you everyday, but isn't lucky enough to catch hold of your attention. Never mind, it doesn't matter ( maybe it does).
From the day one, you've been that distant desire of mine. I knew you'd be almost impossible to conquer, but the feeling never fled from the scene. It was always there somewhere amidst the highs and lows. So I write this letter to tell you about my favourite guy, YOU!
It was one of those bright summer days, when I first noticed you. No, it wasn't in the first sight. For about a month I just used to randomly catch a glance of you, and I don't know why, but the feeling was just right. I could hear my mind's whisper, that grew stronger by each passing day, "Yes, someone like him". And, gradually I could see it coming, all those feelings you wanna crush :"D
I've always wanted to be like you. The way you do your things so well. Maybe I'm overlooking all of your shortcomings, but I don't even want to know about them. So all this while I've been watching you doing great and I'm happy for you, even though I couldn't do wonders by myself as yet. But you don't know. You unknowingly give me that will to try harder with just appearing forth me. Maybe this is my mind that has associated all the good things with you, but then, it is you.
No matter what, I won't ever speak to you, if you don't do that first. That I would owe to the kind of person I am. Confused and skeptical. I fear of being unwanted, of being the stupid one. And so, I'll never tell you about it. No matter how badly I wanna laugh at all your jokes, keep my nose into the grindstone just the way you do, sing aloud our favourite tunes, figure out more to our similarities, talk to you about anything & everything without having to put a second thought, each passing day..get to know you more. I won't tell you how much I long to be a part of you.
So someday if you find this story worth knuckling down into, tell me about it. I can always walk an extra mile for you. And, for now I'll just let the feeling linger, and go with the flow, hoping to encounter with a beautiful happenstance.
More good to you.
- Your disguised fanatic :)