This went on the day he saw her in a tiny store, he finds her attractive and cute. Like a child who’s lost in the middle of the crowd finding comfort, so innocent, standing there looking and waiting for an ice cream to be served to her by an ice cream vendor. He just stared there enjoying the view that the girl has given him. He find it amusing that he offers her in joining him in a ride. She looks into him, directly to his eyes. He find it cute and tantalizing. She nodded. He offers her to carry the things she had bought but she refuses, instead she carried it like she was caressing a baby. He was really amused. Both ride the same vehicle and finally he can help her. The money she had had cannot sustain the vehicle fee. But that was just a moment of happiness, for both bid farewell afterwards.
Nights start to creep and he started to do his usual stuff. He scrolled his phone, waves to every person who was online at the moment, and replying to those who accepted his little invitation.
Morning comes and he went on his life. The life that the society wants, the life that expected for every individual, living creature, to do. He was upset by these kind of mindset. But the thing that drives him to keep doing, moving, striving for life is to escaped the life he already had.
He saw her again. He smiled. He saw the other girl, he went on her and pleased himself for a moment. He take a glimpse of her and thought, "I cannot take the courage to walk, talk, and get close to her or else I might break her fragile state." So he shove the idea of wanting her.
But it does not take long. The night came when he come to realized, that maybe if he tries, he could get her. Make her look on his way and play with him even in just a naked moment. However he can't control things and make it work just the way he thoughts. Because she could play well even if she's just a beehive.
Both shared their darkest secrets but little did she know, he also did it to everyone. She continued to accompany him, thinking that she might also enjoy the temperament of beauty she had just experiencing with him, though she doubts that he doesn't feel the same, still she shows off.
These kinds of lovey dovey, peep talks, color coated conversations, silly talks, or whatever craziness they have shared fooling their selves continued. Until such time came that they don't really know what are the true intent of their hearts.
She thought it was enough, the time she had spent and wasted is more than she could gave to someone who doesn't really care. So she started a little fight that she knows very well that he couldn't take but to agree with her.
It was true that you will come to realized what you have lost when you have tried to lost everything.
She was no girl. He was totally wrong with it.
She was not easy to get. He was definitely wrong about it.
He was just lucky, that she had become vulnerable because of her silliness in longing for something, someone to rely on.
She was not strong.
She's afraid.
She was not stupid.
She's just weighing the possibilities, to avoid hurting someone, especially him.
She was not independent.
She needs someone to rely on.
She's hurting while he's enjoying.
She's crying while he's rejoicing.
She's dying while he keeps on smiling.
She's breaking and she's not joking.
It's been a while since I wrote something...
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