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23rd june 2016

probably the best day of my life. that day was the best thing that could ever happen to me and my bestfriend, NEMO. she got into a relationship with the most perfect person for her on earth. even better than all our mutual celebrity crushes. 
past had shown Nemo the darkest sides of itself. she used to madly love a person who apart from hurting her did nothing. those days totally uplifted her believe in true love. she never thought she would get someone as perfect as this new boyfriend of hers. 
as her bestfriend i always wished and prayed for this guy to come in Nemo's life. and on 23'rd june it seemed as if all my wishes came true.
seeing them together hanging around in the school was a treat to my eyes. our endless discussions about her boyfriend took over our nights and that was the most enjoyable things we could do. i thought i have done my duty. i have found him a guy who not only just loves her but lives her. with him she felt like the queen of some invisible kingdom where there were just him and her. JUST HIM AND HER. 
but happy moments take their toll. they took their toll, not from her but from me. I no longer felt needed in the lallala land of nemo. she had her boyfriend who eventually did all jobs. like being a bestfriend when needed. i appreciated that. i always wanted it to be that way. but i never wanted us to fall apart. 

we are falling apart each day. 

no matter how much we promise to stick by each other's side it doesn't seem like happening. 
i am still the happiest person when i look at them together. but the friend within me now knocks my heart and says," let it be darling, her kingdom has just him and her. JUST HIM AND HER.