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Disrupted Life

My whole life's upside down,
My moral have hit the rock bottom,
I've got nowhere to go,
Now all I can do is rise,
Rise high up in the sky,
To get out of this pit,
But I don't know how to fly,
Even pigs did shit,
On me and I'm still trying to be fine,
The deals are getting cancelled,
All the hopes are getting low,
Don't know where to go,
It's a huge jumble,
My life is more like a gamble,
The more I plan the worse it gets,
The less I plan the more I regret,
Whenever everything is alright,
At least for the time being,
Something worse was getting prepared,
Never thought this would happen,
But this proves whomever I love,
Will leave me in the end,
All alone, in the dark,
I don't know why,
But sometimes, some action bite like shark,
I'm still fighting all alone,
It's my war,
I've to fight it alone,
Don't know where to start from,
Because every part is climatic,
My nervous system is perplexed,
My senses are impaired,
I wanna live, I wanna die,
I wanna do everything, but all I wanna do is cry,
Why? Everyone have their ups and downs, I've mountain ranges.
Even the god rages, he rampages on me,
My life is like the tangled earphones,
Can't cut them but unable to untangle them.
All I ask for is of ice cream cone,
And now, I'm all alone,
Again in the life,
Sadness in disguise,
Showed me a ray of light,
But from an artificial source of light,
The light was fake, the shine was fake,
The hope is disrupted,
And all the smiles have been fermented.