Lately, I’ve been wondering.
Who am I actually?
What kind of person am I actually?
What others think of me?
Am I worth it?
Do I deserve all this attention that I’m receiving right now?
Why did I feel worthless, like I’ve no function in this world at all?
Is this my inner pessimist talking? Showing her true feeling?
Did I fake too much laughter and happiness without realizing my own loneliness and misery?
Should I be happy?
Is this some type of a cruel joke that my own self create to make myself miserable? Auch, I totally didn't get it. 🌚💔
I don't know the answers yet.
I just feel insecure about myself this morning and I could do nothing about it. 😕