My classmates tease me with this boy whom I like since we are in first year college. Now, we already in our fourth year and still, just the same as before, they tease us.
This was started when they talking about the crushes of their fellow classmates and we are include there. They already know who is my crush except him, because I am too afraid that once he knows that I like him, he will keep a distance from me. Then, one time, my classmate approached me and she said that she already know who is his crush, and it was me. A part of me is happy but the other is doubt. I don't know. I think he just said that so that my classmates will stop talking to him.
And they know now that we like each other. But I feel awkward towards him now and it is so hard to talk to him when we become in the same group. I can't express my opinions and can't suggest ideas properly because of thinking that he is near with me, that awkwardness I feel.