You are a mother. You gave everything to your children. You are the light of their houses. You created the values and hoped for them to follow it. But then, your children changed. They rebel even if they are wrong. They unfollow you and they turned out to be what you do not want them to be. You put the blame on yourself. You killed yourself and died.
You are a father. You worked hard for your family. You have a full support from your colleagues. You thought you are doing well so you are now thinking high. But, the time has come that you gave up on your life. A lot of people thought that you are strong enough to handle life but the truth is... you are not okay and they never asked you that. You thought all the burden in this world will be passed on to your children so you just thought, ' It's better if I could die."
You are a daughter or a son. You did everything to make your parents be proud of you. You did everything to make yourself satisfied. You are finding attention and love from others because you thought your parent's love is not enough. You rebel every day because your emotions told you first before thinking what the consequences are. You got tired from finding. You got tired because you think you are hurt. Do you even think of the people who love you? No. But still, you ended your life.
You are a best friend. You are there when you are needed too. You are there when he needs a companion in happy times. You somehow sacrificed your time to other things so you can be with him everytime he called. You made happy memories together and you want to hold on that forever. You are just like his sister. You treasure every single time with him. But then, he decided to go far away from you. Not the place, but it is his heart. He never talked to you again and he ignored your messages like he didn't know you at all. You cried as you walk down the hallway while staring at him but he showed that he didn't care. Seeing him happy while you are gone. You told yourself, "He will be happier if I will be gone." And so, it happened.
You are a lover. A desperate and caring one. You gave all her wants and needs, from a simple teddy bear to a luxurious ring. You thought that all the things that you're doing is going according to plan. But then, he showed how unworthy you are with a man beside her. All your efforts are wasted. All your blood, sweat and tears drained. She is not perfect for you. She doesn't even deserve you. But then, you are so weak to fall in love again. Cutting your wrist is your answer for all the painful actions that she did to you.
Each of you guys that I'm staring in the tomb. You guys have different stories but I understand why you give up in this world. You are all weak. You never tried to fight for your life because you thought none will love you just like the people you loved. If only you have hope, courage, and faith, you could have survived this evil world.
Why are you there? Get up! Show the people how worthy you are! Show them how hopeful you are!
But you can't... And I'm sorry. For being blind, mute and deaf in the times of your suffering. We should have helped you but we can't. You are heartbroken. We are also broken. Not just by things around us but because of you.
So now, I promise that for those who are alive. I will never let these things happen again. I promise to help them when they are in need. I will never let them be heartbroken again. I will teach them hope and courage to face it. They will never be like you. They will never be.