I always want to try the things that is all in my mind. The way I look in the window is the look of desperation which is telling me that I should go somewhere there.
I should leave this place. I should leave these things behind. Yeah, I should.
But the thing that is dragging me back is something that is called fear. I'm afraid to leave. I am afraid that when I left, I already have no things to go back with. I'm afraid to go back with nothing left behind.
A certain confusion in my mind. It is really mind blowing and a heart racing. I should but I can't.
It is not easy to ran away right now. How could I escape? How could I get out?
I realize that I need help. Help me now.