What it takes a friend to be a friend?
Is it the way that they are always there for you?
Or is it the way that they make you happy?
For me, having a friend is having someone you can trust, you can laugh with, you can lean on and most specially, you can treat like they are your own family.
I have so many friends in my life. But, my boy best friend is the most special. Well, I also have girl best friends but I'm way more comfortable with him.
Honestly, I'm sort of... what do you call that? Oh yes! I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM. I'm so lucky to have him as a friend yet I'm so unlucky because I like him to be more than my friend. And, I think that I am a fool enough to feel that thing.It all starts when we are junior high school. We became best friends because he is just open in everything. I really find it so weird.For the first time, I felt really comfortable with a guy. Then, we label ourselves as "best friends."
We are really comfortable with each other that we make the person who really like us to be jealous. As a girl who can easily fall in love with a guy, I am always in pain. While him, he always cheer me up and comfort me. Probably, he is a boyfriend material.
He once confessed that he love me. I just ignored it because he is not my type.
That's why I thought....
As time goes by, I feel something really special when I`m with him. I mean not as special as my cravings but this one is different. I feel like there is something in my stomach that only occur when he's around.
According to my research (supposedly, I should not be researching), this is what human beings called as "L-O-V-E". Actually, I kinda hate it because I only realized it when he is already far away from me.
It's too late, huh?
No, it's not. Now, I'm on my way to the journey of being brave and being presentable for confession of love. I will find my way to reach him, to get him and to know that he'll love me back. I'm on my journey to reach for my true love.
To my readers, you should find yours too. Lovelots XOXO.