I should be pretty
I should be smart.
I should be confident.
I should be like the one you love.
I hate to see myself being envious of other girls beside you.
I hate to see myself being jealous of her.
But what I hate the most is myself.
I think the reason why you can't like me is because I'm not good enough for you.
I don't deserve your kindness.
I don't deserve your loyalty.
I don't deserve your love.
'Cos I am only that thinking I'm not good enough for you.
I want to put a makeup on my face so I can be beautiful in your eyes.
I want to study hard in school so I can make you see that I'm smart.
I want to put aside my fears so I can be confident in your eyes.
But now I realized, why would I change myself for you?
Right now, I learned that being myself is the best thing that I could do.
'Cos now you noticed me as what I really am and not with what I think you want me to be.
Thanks for teaching me an important lesson in my life.
"Learn to love yourself and others will love you too."
Now I'm a better person with a confident heart for you.