To tell you the truth,
I am different from other people.
I am not like the usual woman that you know. Given the traits of a lady, I know I should act like a respected, hard to catch and a modest person. Also, given by the name of "Maria," people would assume that I am an innocent and pure just because my name came from the pure saint.
People are usually assuming me things that I should do and that includes...
You.
I know I am not that pure just like how you want me to be.
I am a hypocrite, a pretender, a liar, a curser and a sinner. Actually, I'm the kind of woman whom every guy wants to dump. I will never be perfect in your eyes because I am not really perfect.
There are millions of
things that you can negatively describe me and I can confirm almost half of them. However, I believe that even a lot of things will go out of place, there's only one thing that I could tell you.
I want to tell you that I am not a tea because I am coffee.
T E A
You may want a tea because it is pure. A tea is very relaxing, good for meditating and usually use for a peaceful gathering. It is the symbol of love and cleanliness. I understand why you like it.
CO F F E E
However, don't you think coffee is much better? Before I tell you the reasons why I want you to know that we are talking about the original coffee here. As you know, it is dark, black and bitter. It has a good aroma but for the first tasters, it will not be good enough for them. However, as you taste the coffee over and over again, you can feel the sweetness of it. Amazing and great?! Yeah, it is.
Now, I want you to know that this is me. The coffee? It really describes me.
If you will still choose tea over a coffee, I will be okay with it.
May I ask you? If you don't agree, I think you should stop reading. But for those who are willing, please continue.
Don't you think coffee is much better because it can show you that there is still a good feeling even though it is bitter? The taste may be bad at first but as you endure it, everything will be fine and much better.
That's why I am also wondering...
Why don't you love me after you first saw me or feel me?
And then I remember...
I am just a coffee and I will not be pure like a tea so I will not experience that.