I have always been mocked and criticized for having too many emotions flooding for people I have deeply attached myself to... Is it wrong? Well I ain't some robot who doesn't have a heart and a soul to feel. When god has been so gracious to bestow me with this healthy pumping heart and an ability to feel should I not honour it by feeling all these human emotions? It was one thing I never hated about me, instead I love how I feel beauty, happiness and pain equally and so damn deeply.
He entered my life , some years back, he my lover, no! he is my best friend, or that's what I call him. Years we have been into this crazy, lovely and magical friendship of ours and when I look back today I now see how much you have changed me, how much better I am now from the way I was. All credits to you my best friend, all credits to you. But there is something I feel that is more than what we call it, of course the same old feeling of love, I know I have been in love with you and you knew it all along, but we both know it won't work out love(one sided love=unrequited love), and giving it a chance may ruin what we have , our friendship.
Soon our lives changed, we had distance of minds separating us, no matter how much we tried the distance didn't go away. And now, today, I know you have given up on our friendship, all the memories of those late night calls, those memories so special have faded from your mind and m still stuck here , still holding on to that last thread of this friendship, the last thread of 'us'....the last thread of survived the storms of reality... And last night you asked, "why do I have to feel all this ?"
And I replied, "I never learnt giving up on something that means so much to me, and no matter what comes I won't stop myself from trying, 'cause I owe it to our memories, to my feelings and to our 'friendship'"
He laughed. And I hung up. The usual end.