I feel impatient right now.I already saw a lot of things in the world yet I can't fine the One yet.
Is it because of my luck or I was destined to be alone forever? I really can't understand.
I once told myself that I should find him at a very young age.I was so desperate that I thought I already found him. However, it turned out that he is just there to teach me a lesson.
I once believed that in order to find him is making a move too. I tried dating apps, blind dates and friend's recommendation. However, it makes my reputation worst so I stopped it.
I felt lonely everytime I think of the possibilities on how can I find him. I just want to have someone in my life. How can the heaven be selfish for me?
I can see how my friends grew family with their love of their lives. They seemed happy and contented. However, I'm like this, travelling alone, eating finest restaurants alone and trying to experience things alone. Do you think it will be best if I have someone to accompany me?
My friends said that they always envy because of living fully but they don't know that most of the times, I felt lonely. If only I could ask for one thing, Dear God, how long will it take me to have the One?