How wrong was I...

When I was a kid people used to tell me  that god is all around us and he will give anything u ask him . The little me  easily believed every word of it and as any other kid of that age ,I too have asked for a number of  countless things and at times I have got disappointed ,that if he can give anything then why didn't he not give me what I had asked for.I started to ponder what I was taught and as I grew up into a teenager my doubts grew within me.I started to complain more ,and slowly slowly I could see that my belief in him was dying.But sooner or later I had to  realise that I was wrong.And yes I did.The first thing I learnt was that God was never around me but he was inside me.Maybe I might sound a bit senseless now.But truely God resides in us.The good in us is God.Most of u might think if God lives in us then why does he give us so much of pain and to all those who think so ,we always remember god only in our sorrow and forget him in our happiness.God only gives us pain so that  we reliase the true sense of happiness and that is what which makes all of us human.This is what I have learnt from my life and I hope that I will be more thankful for all those things that God has given me  cause he never says a no to your prayers ,he either says an yes or tells us to wait ,or he has kept something wonderful and better for us.I took years to realise this small thing and it just changes your life forever.So never make the mistake  I did ,and stop complainig ,because something more  beautiful is yet to come.