I am leaving

I am leaving not because I am avoiding you,
but because there are certain matters I am account to do.

I am leaving not because I want you to be guilty but because I cannot afford to see you with someone else.

I am leaving not because I do not love you enough but because I love you so much that I need to distance myself coz your happiness matters to me.

I am leaving not because I want to hurt you but because I am already shattered inside that I can't pick up myself.

I am leaving not because you were nothing but because I lost myself in the process of being in love with you

I am leaving not because I don't want to see you again but because everywhere I go it reminds me of Us.

I am leaving not because I am dumping you but because I am feeling so much pain in my chest whenever I reminisce those memories.

I am leaving not because I want you to be miserable but because I need to accept the fact it is over now.

I am leaving not because you ask me to but because it is my own decision.

I am leaving not because I set you aside but because I am taking the risk of improving myself.

I am leaving not because I hate you but because I love you that much and I don't want you to blame yourself.

I am leaving not because I am ditching you but because I am hurt so bad that I need to bring myself back into my senses.

I am leaving because I want to give you space and time to be yourself and be truly happy.

Do not worry for I will come back ,

But not because of You anymore
But this time, it is because I am already healed

And time will come that I can stare at you straight in the eye without even feeling anything.