I changed the way i used to be

I changed the way i used to be
Because i am no longer a coy, i hurl
Listening to the music loud is
A getaway portal
Sitting alone just can't be done
So,
I changed the way i used to be
Because smilling could've made me dumb,
So i burst till,
the stomach hurt
A loving and sweet,was that girl
So,
I changed the way i used to be
Because being a badass is so much fun,
No one could measure
how inside state has sullen,
Making thyself believe you've grown
So,
I changed the way i used to be
Because i am no longer the girl for you,
I was nerd, i was reserved
I was the silent bird,
who chirped only for you
So,
I changed the way i used to be
Because those days were happy
And i,
confident enough to hold any worry
Now the only way to rub off the glee
So,
I changed the way i used to be.