I hate you

I hate you

I hate you for not choosing me even just for once.
I hate you for coming into my life once again when I was so close of moving on,  of forgetting you and us.
I hate you for all those false hopes.
I hate you for being selfish and prideful.
I hate you so much for making me hate other girls because of jealousy.
I hate for breaking me over and over again.
I hate you for choosing yourself and not minding what would I feel.
I hate you for making me so weak.
I hate you for making me prideless.
I hate you for making me this desperate.
I hate you for distroying all that I have,  my pride and my heart.
I hate you for all the things you did that makes me fell so bad.
I hate you for making me love you so much,  that I had removed the barriers I built to protect me from this kind of pain.
You don't have to push me everytime, because i will always wish to go back.