i can see how well he is with his writing and reading.
if only you knew him and you could get a glimpse on his poetries then i am really interested on seeing you drop your jaw. he really is amazing. (Emphasis, more emphasis...)
if only i am the one who can control my whole life i will really choose him over rusty normal guys. his depressions, anxiety and extremes are really turn-ons. he is unprofessional human and that is not dismal. i can grow up with him. i can exchange books and read them with him. we can communicate through our writing and poetic skills. if only nature is friendly to what the people is dreaming, if only the nature is a progressivist. unluckily it isnt. we cant always get what we wanted, or who we wanted. and if we cant, we tend to diversify that it is OK and just beautifully create another musings out of morbid things left.
hopeless romantics is what they call it. but realist be-like. but even if i become a realist, if the things or persons i wish to be real isnt as affirmative as i do, i will still fall for the other category. whatever i do if he wont even pry on me, i will only be a ghost, just a ghost... Lurking.
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