I wonder, if the decision of ending our thing was easy for you, because it hadn’t been for me.
I wonder if you ever liked me in all the time we were together, because I did.
I wonder if your heart sank watching me going away in the morning, after spending the night together, because my did.
I wonder if you ever thought about me in your lone time and smiled, because I did.
I wonder if you got anxious when you told me that it’s not working and that you don’t have time to invest in this beautiful bond which just started to grow, because I did.
I wonder if you bursts into tears all of a sudden, while listening to the song I gave you, because I do.
I wonder if you fall asleep peacefully at night and do not wake up after seeing me in your dream and knowing that it was just a dream and that I am no longer a part of from your life now, because I cant.
I wonder if you have to put a hard effort to distract yourself from missing me everyday, because I do.
I wonder if you feel empty when you see other couples holding hands together, because I do.
I wonder if you ever get the urge to call me when you get drunk and just hear my voice for one last time, because I do.
I wonder if you found someone new who listen to your stories patiently, with no judgements like I did.
I wonder if you miss that Pandora box which you got a chance to explore and treasure it but left it behind because you didn’t had the courage to open it.
I wonder,
Because that is what I can do, after you left me, torned apart with a sorry over a text.
I wonder and then I stop to take my pen and diary and pour it all down there, because its the only way I can stitch those torned pieces together and move on by forgiving you and forgetting you in this journey called LIFE.