I write because

I write because of one person. This person became my words, he became the person behind every piece I write. He gave me so much that I myself, have difficulties in putting into words. He gave me the emotions, the pain I show on every piece. I often write sad things, because he's here. He's making me sad, he's giving me pain. My works are product of hurt and hate. It is about the way he hurt me emotionally and how I hate myself for still loving him. No matter how much I felt ignored and unappreciated. I write because there are too much to write about. About life, about pain, about happiness, about my weakness— it's all him.