Someone left. Someone gave up. Someone broke it up.
That "someone" who just means someone for a lot of people, it means "everything" to me. How come you left? Why did you give up? These questions that bother me a lot are still unanswered since you have done that.
Oh yeah! I still remember that day when we were in a small room. We are crying with full of bursting emotions inside us. We have no idea with what is happening outside the room because we are just focusing on the pain occurring within us. I did everything so you can forget me easily but you are so tough. You are always seeing the bright side. Ugh! I almost give up in proving you that I`m undeserving. So, I thought of a great idea. The only thing that pushed you away is when I say I didn't love you in the first place. I know this will hurt you but I`m just doing this for both of us.
The moment before that happened, we are trapped in a noisy world of doubts and judgments led by our parents. They believe that there is no good thing between the two of us. And yeah, you know me. I`m that kind of sensitive person who is so weak when it comes to issues like this. We lasts for five years but because of my weakness, I ended it without thinking the consequences that might happen.
Today, regrets and guilt are bothering me. I foolishly decide. I admit it. Okay? I`m still hoping for our future anyway. I still don't know what will happen to us. If no one left... If no one gave up... I really wonder what would happen IF I STAY.