If I Were

Here you are again, knocking at my door

Searching for someone you could talk to once more

And here I am, listening to your stories of pain

Though it hurts me every time you mention her name.

I don't know why you are not yet fed up

When all she did was just leave and hang you up.

And here I am too, always waiting for you

Hoping that your heart would feel the same way I do.

And I don't know why my heart seems worthless,

When all I do is to give you happiness.

But here I am still, always with you all your life.

The only wrong thing is "You couldn't see me as your future wife."

If I were only the one you love, you'd never be alone anymore.

If I were only the one you love, you'd never shed a tear or more.

You would never have to search or beg for love,

Coz I am here, ready to give all the love you can have. 

-turningBlind ,2015