I'm Looking At You

You, who's always there for me.

You, who taught me how to be worry-free.

I can see you, I can feel you.

I can feel you getting weary each time I turn away from you.

You, who's been waiting for my 'Yes'

You, who's beside me in distress.

I want to feel the warmth of your love,

Emanating from your heart, devoiding the emptiness I have

It’s me, the one who gave you pain.

It's me, the one who made you wait in vain.

I'm looking at you, every moment you smile,

Wishing that twinkle in your eyes isn't for awhile.

Precious moments always makes me afraid,

Moments that will pass and memories are all that are laid.

Out of all the memories that I have counted,

You’re the one that I never want to be added.

Somewhere, out of the blue, I fell for you

And I fell in love each time I look at you

I'm looking at you as if you will go away.

And something inside me keeps on aching, each and every day.

Somewhere, some day, what if we get far apart?

What if I have to forget you? It will tear my heart.

That scares me, even though this heart is enamored of thee.

I’m looking at you, wishing that you'll never let go of me.

I'm looking at you, as if it is the first time,

I'm looking at you, as if I won’t see you when tomorrow comes

Let me look at you closer, so I can feel the ember.

And promise me that you'll never let my heart dies. Forever.

-turningblind

08/26/17 10:06PM EST