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I'm Not Ready Yet

People are always rushing me to do it.
I guess I can't.
They are always asking for it.
But my parents don't allow.

If only there are things that I should escape,
This is one of the things.
I am still young to explore this
And to enter a serious world.

Kissing, holding and cuddling.
All of it is what they do.
Focusing on my growth
Is what I do.

I guess I am not meant to rush things.
Just like this feeling.
Having a commitment is in trend
But I am the person who doesn't know how to start or end.

Honestly, I am very proud of myself for thinking straight.
I am not entering a relationship yet that will make me insane.
At least, I try to wait for the perfect time
Or at the time that I am ready for life.

I know that I won't regret it.
At least, I learned to love myself first before entering in a relationship.