I am holding on my heads
Mountain of expectations
Walking on path of my life
With boundaries of relations
My baloon of love was ruptured
By Religion and culture
My life is pointless and boring
With nothing to nurture
Whatever had I started
I couldn't complete
I started like all of you
With hell lot of dreams
Now all of those dreams
Are broken in pieces
I don't get a smile
I am now left with teases
This is the truth
even if you don't believe it
Please help me Jesus
Is this where my journey seizes
If I die this summer
I wish for cold breezes
No one should be sad
But I hope that atleast someone misses
Why am I talking so bad
You might be thinking
On funeral of an impotent nerd
Whatelse do you expect then
Those Teary eyes
hide the real smiling faces
In this world, No one is perfect
Then why is this hatred
The world is running
For the rain of the fame
For their own mistakes
They just want someone to blame
I just ignored them all
When I should have fought with them
But I wasn't knowing
They play this filthy game
Within no time
I was now left in shame
No one even bothered
To come and feel my pain
Now I am jobless
Waiting for a hopeful ring
What's left in me
Is just a confused being
Frustrated deep inside
I just went and broke their cars
I want them to feel
the pain without the scars
Not this time that
I would let them change my stars
I have nothing to lose
And my hopes are also scarce
I will make sure they remember me
Be all or a few
Let them also know
What an impotent nerd can do.
I couldn't fight them
Coz I maybe a coward
But I am still better
than those swaggy perverts
This world to me
is like a roofless home in summers
At nights I feel peaceful,
and whole day sun hammers
It has windows walls doors
To divide me from others
Nothing we talk rather
Than just useless matters
With jealousy of others
my windows shatters
I don't have a lover,
so I don't care about the haters
I end my beer bottles
Till I burst my bladders
I sing all songs in blabbers
Coz for me nothing matters
©wordburst