(What we truly feel)
We started as an ordinary couple. A not so different from anybody but perfect in our own ways. We created good moments, shared genuine laughs, appreciate every small thing and felt like we have our own world. Indeed, that was the best; like any relationship should be but then consistency is a test that is in proportion with time. The longer it takes the harder to maintain. Until we finally reach the almost downhill.
We were once in the point of our relationship where situation is calling for a time out. You’re trying and so am I, still efforts are to no avail. Those are the times when we are fishes out of water. Misunderstandings are getting clichés, sweet words are so rare, conflicts become cycles, heartaches are ordinary and silence becomes deafening just like we had built a wall between us and both clammed up. Things are no longer in place and no matter how we try we just couldn’t be oblivious that we eventually developed the thought that we’re losing what we have been keeping for so long.
Yet we never did. Giving up would possibly the bravest thing we could have done and much as we wanted to, our feelings are too strong to just give in.
It was only then that I realized love never left us even in the time when we almost left each other. It’s what we feel that we held on when we let go from our grasp, and during those times that situation is at its hardest I know I loved you deeper and loved you to the most when we were seemed to be devastated and because of that I chose to love harder. Harder from there on to where and when it will hurt no more.