Anybody? Sleepless? Is your heart pumping blood too strong at nights? Stressed out that you can't sleep? Stressed out you won't sleep the next time? Want to strike your head, to sleep in unconsciousness? Counting down time for the sun to rise, for a new start? Yeah. Here's an empathy corner for such kids. The cool vampires out there. P.s- Who sleep well, this is beyond your heads, don't read.
Can't sleep a brink. Your eyes get congested holding that sleep you haven't slept, for weeks. That loud electric cum rock music. Didn't it put your feeble heart on the edge? Didn't you break the replay button? Yeah. Now, even 2 seconds of it kills your mood. Hmm. Overly sensitive cochlea. The cute lil neighbour baby. You fell over and over again for the naive twinkling eyes and super-gullible smile he shoots. You did. Yet, now, "Can't he just shut the hell up?"hit your head , when he's tearing up. Meh. Not your fault.
Tap tipping out drops, vehicles rumbling, your itching area-left-to-nail-of-right-middle-toe, the susceptible bare foot & the sweating blanketed foot, your unstoppable brain, "what should I eat, tomorrow evening? What is the spelling of spaghetti? Did I turn off the bathroom's bulb? I won't sleep,anyways. Should I stay awake? No. Let's overcome this complex. I give up."and then your stomach is hungry again- this sequence happens everytime, I bloody wonder if it's dejavú.
That lasts for a few days- the insomnia period. That acute stress scars your head, yeapp, the aftereffects. You psychologically and pragmatically interpret your thought cycle and sign a peace-treaty with your mind. Newton's third law happens. The rebound sleep. Duh, you become the super sleepy kid, who bloody sleeps anywhere. People get pretty jealous. Don't kid me! Scar-2. Empty. You think off the thoughts of next 3 months during those nights, you have nothing left to think. There you are- a hollow-headed lazy bum. Scar-3 vanity. The hard work of those long nights will go in vain. A boring topic of sleep-deprivation. Who cares. Who understands. NOBODY.
You are not alone in this. There are millions with the same problem. I am only good at exaggerating, I am no good at solving things. Some have really hard time. My advice- dont drug yourself to sleep. It will wreck your hormones. Take it easy. Life is fun and you can live it only once. Insomniacs. Stay strong.