Sometimes, I feel like I want to do nothing. I just want to sleep without worrying about assignments, I want to go shopping without caring how much I spend the money, I want to eat without thinking of the weigh that I'll gain.
But,
Thinking about that makes me feel like I need to work hard. Harder than anyone else. I need to sacrifice my sleeps, my money and my nonessential expenses.
Maybe,
One day, in the future, I’ll have more money than I can spend... I’d find happiness, 🌚
And if,
that day comes, I want to look back, and admire the all the hardworks that I did all these miserable years.