its difficult

I am a girl who had several experiences. It was years back. I chnaged my school and it was my frist day. I was lost on the coridor and asked a boy where is 6th a he said its on the upper coridor. Evryone looked busy,people walking here and there. And then i entered the class. Some girls made fun of me. I kept smiling. The next day a girl ,quite tall,with brown hairs came and sat beside me. She and I talked for hours and became good friends. Then after some days we got to know about sex.At that age it was a matter of great interest. No one was ready to talk about it so the questions we had we just discussed it with each other or searched the net. Then one day i found a porn site. I told her and she came to my house. We watched it together. In schools we kept talking about it. Eveyone used to hate us. We were known as the bunkers of the class, who didn't know how to respect or behave with others. Slowly we got addicted to it. Our grades were down. At such a tender age ,we had a bad reputation in the school. Then came the end of the session. With the new session we decided that now we will come out of it. Its difficult but not impossible. We will improve our reputation and extend our social circle. That was what we did. It was difficult for the first few day. Whenever i sat with a book i felt the strong urge to just check the net. But i somehow gained control on my senses. And now here i am. Now i am in class 10 and are included among the toppers of the class. Apart from this,my friends and even teachers praise me for my maturity level in these matters. In our school we have a sexual harassment committee for which i was chosen as a member who has the major responsibility of talking to studenets about sexual abuse.It is all possible only because of my realization that the freedom which my parents gave to me, i should not misuse it. I will make them proud someday.