Why do I feel so hurt?
I feel myself falling on the dirt.
You know that I don't flirt,
Because I am not a jerk.
And I know you wouldn't catch,
You'll let my heart to fall on the trash.
And even if you ask,
I won't answer you till the dusk.
Why do I keep falling on the trap?
When I know it's just a trick to fool my heart.
For that I have to keep myself tact,
Just before I spill it up.
I bit my lips just to deny,
And avoid looking at you eye to eye.
Though I know it's hard to even try
With just one touch from you I could die.
You keep doing things to confuse,
You make me feel so jealous.
Makes me want to act callous,
To know that you're not mine , but I'm yours.
I tried to hide and contain this jealousy,
But it only gives me more misery.
I don't even know the history,
Of the story behind this mystery.
I even wonder before I sleep,
If you're also thinking about me.
Do you ever want to see me in your dreams?
But even if it's not I'll still be happy.
If you don't have any intentions,
To take responsibility for this raging emotions,
Better leave me alone , that's your best option.
Sorry dear , but we need to do this action.
I will just be fine,
When you say you'll be mine.
But if you don't, I won't waste my time.
Because jealousy is a hell of a crime.
If I fall , let me fall alone.
Don't make me hope ,
On something that is false.
Cause if you're not mine,
I'd better not be yours.