Just another unreciprocated story

I can't seem to find wonderful words to perfectly fit on my feelings I have for you, so I haven't written any prose and poetry about you yet.

But today, I feel like I have to force myself to do so.

You are such a safe haven for me.
In your presence, I found peace and warmth,
Oh I wish I could stay there for good.

I haven't seen you for awhile now,
And I miss you every now and then,
I often regret those times when I chose to ignore you and all.

Today, I am remembering those times and I can't help myself but be drowned in deep regret.

11:11 wish has been so good to me, that everytime I wished for something about you, it really would come true.

Ooh , you were the first person to reach out for me , and I can't help but be grateful.

And then, I wished for clarity and assurance. That's when I knew, that this could be the end of everything, but I still wished.

You were just so appealing to me that I can't even understand myself, why am I liking you this much!

The last time we texted, I somehow felt confident, that may be, just may be,
our feelings could be mutual and finally
I could be reciprocated.

But I guess, I was wrong.
It's been days now since I haven't heard anything from you

and maybe this could be the clarity and assurance I have been wishing for.