Let Me Die

I'm tired of living knowing that these problems still exists 
If ever I failed to breathe... 
Let me die
I suffer too much from you 
Further living will make me exhausted.

If ever I failed to breathe... 
Smile as if tomorrow won't come
Laugh for I end my suffering 
I don't want to live anymore 
I'm tired of existence.

Let me die
The pain this family has come is unbearable 
It's unbelievable when we feel this
Am I a bad person to suffer all this hatred and pain? 
Maybe, I am because you gave this to me.

I suffer too much from you 
I can't get enough sleep 
I laugh but neither I nor you knows if it's true
I spend lots of money to ease pain
Yet as time goes, it becomes more unbearable to me.

Further living will make me exhausted 
If I die one day, I feel ecstasy of living
I won't cry again
I won't feel pain
Everything will end and I'm finally okay.

Let me die 
I'm tired and useless
I lose hope and happiness 
I'm trapped 
I can't scape
No one will help because no one cares!

I want to be free
I did everything to be a good person as if everyday isn't a struggle 
Yet you—
Yes, you ruined everything 
Please, have mercy on me—just kill me now